Nate

[hoser]

Hey Nate, I'd think it would be obvious by now - but you have the wrong site.

We don't host any servers, this site never has.

Of all the places you are a member of ( LINK ) I'd think one of them could point you in the right direction to find the server you play on.
There has in the past been some fpsnetwork hosting, and the like out there. One of those is surely what your looking for. Good luck in your search.

Here's a picture to help guide you on your path..